Showing posts with label Elphy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Elphy. Show all posts
Thursday, April 29, 2010
No emoto eating bento
I didn't want to stand in the kitchen and eat a whole pot of rice, but I was going to.
I didn't want to stand at the fridge and eat all of yesterday's leftovers either.
I guess they call this emotional eating when you eat and eat to block out an emotion like sadness.
I'm sad and happy too, but mostly sad because time marches on, and it's great to be 25 years old and you can go anywhere and do anything and your whole life is the future. But you can be sad at 25 because of hormones or your partner doesn't love you as much as you want or your job sucks.
So you think when I'm older, I'll have my sh*t together. I will. I love the people that love me back. I'll do the things that are fun. I'll have employment that is right for me.
And if you're smart, that is what happens. Things work out for you because you work on them. Hey life isn't easy. It takes a little concentration.
And now I have the partner, the job, the lack of drama (ahhhh!) and I really can't climb mountains anymore (literally) because my joints kinda hurt, but Hey I'm Still Standing! Yeah.
Only. Only. Now I'm old.
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